Gong Xi Fa Cai (^w^)/

Hey People!
Happy Chinese New Year!!!
Gong xi fa cai ni xian kuai le wan se ru yi :))

how about this long weekend?
For me, it's about angpao heheheh~
Crazy long weekend
I got enough with my angpao. Thx for my family and my siblings :D

Umm anyway just gotta heard a bad news today. Yesterday, 22nd January 2012 there was an accident at Tugu Tani Street near from Monas.
The terribly accident.

Kalo yang gue baca ama liat di video sih, katanya yang nabrak itu cewek usia 29 Tahun. DIa abis pesta shabu makanya mabok gitu dan ngendarain kendaraan over 100km/hours gitu. Anjir gila abis -____-)
Karena hilang kendali, akhirnya dia nabrak ke sisi kiri bahu jalan dan kena pejalan kaki yang jalan di trotoar.
Most of the victims are teenagers who was in a way to home after playing futsal in Monas.
9 Orang tewas di tempat, 2 Luka luka, 1 kritis. Yang panling miris di video nya gue liat satu anak itu (bocah) sekarat gitu. mulutnya udah mangap mangap.

Dan cewek yang ootaknya kayak udang itu cuma bisa diem dan masi dibawah pengaruh drugs.

Well, semoga hal ini bisa jadi pembelajaran penting buat kita guys. Terutama remaja. Kalo urusan udah begini kan repot?

tersangka

hasil main GTA

sorry for the video contains disturbing picture.




Oke deh, have a nice started week today!

Kiamat Moral

hi guys! long time no posting.
Damn so busy with my school weeks
Anyway, 23th January would be my greatest day this year =w=)b
yep, Chinesse New Year or XinCia *wish angpao angpao angpao*

umm. btw guru TIK ngasih gue tugas cara membuat blog dan aturannya. Gue gatau apa yang harus gue ketik so, googling liek a boss and copypaste >)
I'm not a particle who obey the rule "how to make your blog so dinamic" blablabla. Im blogging in my way. blog what i want to blog :)

Anyway gue denger denger udh mulai ada rancangan UU SOPA ya? well, pemerintah Amerika harus lebih bijak kayaknya. Internet itu jalan termudah yang udah mereka buat. We need search engine, so what will happen if Google will be block? Got no idea to wonder. Lagian kalo kita balik ke Old Media such as koran, tivi, radio sebagai manusia yang haus teknologi dan informasi tentu itu tidak akan cukup.

Internet is the easiest one and cheap! Kalo kita balik make surat kabar terus otomatis pembalakan liar bakal terjadi buat bikin kertas-kertasnya (meskipun itu kertas didaur ulang, tetep aja gabisa ngembaliin satu pohon dalam sekejap) dan kalo kita terlalu banyak make tivi apalagi mayoritas Ibu-ibu yang suka sinetron di Indonesia, dan anak kecil "diracuni" mau jadi apa generasi muda nya? Kan ga semua orang bisa memilah mana informasi yang baik dan benar. Sinetron di Indonesia bagi gue rata-rata isinya sampah.

Umm... Case Closed buat SOPA
sekarang gue lagi terobsesi buat re-build kamar gue. banyak yang mau gue renov dari kamar gue biar ga keliatan sempit dan mau dibikin simpel ala shabby schic bedroom gitu.

About my school life, quietly good. Seriously study, work hard of all my project.

Oh ya just wanna share my opinion.
Please don't blame. People have their own right to share their opinion.

Gue ngerasa sejak 2011 tanda-tanda kiamat moral itu udah banyak. I grew from Eastern lifestyle but i orefer Japan as my favorite culture. And Im a Japan lover.
Gue selama ini dekat sama temen temen otaku gue. Gue sendiri Hentai-er (Sebutan buat orang yang suka anime genre H) tapi ga freak amat. Ada tmn gue yang yaoi dan yuri (yaoi : anime cowok suka cowok ; yuri : cewek suka cewek) Selama 5 tahun gue masuk dunia Jejepangan gue ga begitu terganggu ama tmn tmn yang suka anime monosex gitu. Tapi sekarang gue agak jijik ngeliat mereka.

Beberapa ( ga semua ya!) dari mereka suka role playin sebagai karakter di anime Yaoi yang mereka suka. Dan rata-rata mereka itu Fujoshi (yang suka cewek cewek) mereka jadi pola logika mereka anggep mereka itu cowok di anime dan cari partner yang suka anime sama buat "you know doing what" atau kalo kata mereka cuma fanservice. But, please... kissing in public park? Sex phones? uuugh

well......... kiamat emang udah deket.
Dan inilah yang pertama bencananya. Kiamat moral. Walopun gue juga ga lepas dari dosa. Seengaknya selera gue masi straight. Gue masi suka cowok. Ada O yang sayang ama gue dan itu cukup. Gue cuma gamau jadi rusak dan kebawa arus.

So, friends keep your mind and do positive things!
Don't Let globalization makes you break down!!





Goodnight and with Love
-Youran

source-of-INSPIRE

hey hey me agaaaaain :)
Finally, Im working my assingment which has not touched yet along this holiday *2days again for school, deadline deadline*. Hurrrrr.... I rush with my own deadline. But Im not forever-alone-girl, half of my classmates also hasn't done it LOLOLOL 8"DD

Want to write some randoms.. Im not a person who always wear branded product :). Yes Im so glad if anyone gives me branded clothes or shoes *especially Louboutin and Marc Jacobs flowery dress collection on S/S 2009 :p * well, as long as I comfort to use that, Im on. Fashion impress my personality. I don't want to use something just because a seasonal trend... I'd love to mix and match. Whatever if that's my mom's old dress, my do-it-myself dress, flea market dress, etc. Sometimes we can find a priceless treasure from non-branded things :).

Anyway, we can get insipre by everything. For me, i always get inspire to do something or draw my dress sketch by travelling to somewhere, my mood, and my self resources. My favorite place to get inspire mostly in my rooftop. My house isn't too big. But, the rooftop has likes have a million treasure to get a clue and inspire.

Uhh, what next? Well, Abbey Lee. I damn so love her so mucccccccccch. She's so cute >_< I admit that. Her Lovable Eyes and her smileeee *melting*. She's so adoreable,stunning,and have a strong charachter. Her eyes remember me with the loveable Gemma Wards :)

Cute Abbey :)

Hot Eyes

Gemma Wards
All picture sourced by Google

Gotcha! Im in love with these songs~ check it soon

maybe enough for today :) see you soon on next post. Keep watching!! #plak



~You-chii

Yeah, National Exam = STU+DYING

hey hooo! :D
Recently from 9GAG looking up for some jokes~

Im on the big disaster now........
my assingment hasn't finished yet (ーー;) OMG it's really disaster. I MEAN REALLY
FFFFFFFFFFFF----


ah yeah, no longer again, i'll away from JHS. Go to SHS and fight with national exam. I knew that National Exam As Not As Fuck likes i thought. It just you do an usual exam. But, I just got tired with any xtra lessons in the school. I need moarrrr holiday.
............... I know i can't.
3 Months again!!!!! W(oAoW)


Umm.... i forgot what i want to post (._.")

Anyway, i just realized something, for the 5th times Im blogging *Im sure you know what i mean with 5th times blogging LOL* I always have a desire to make my blog as a site not just bout my daily life, but also fashion blogging-make up journal-cosplay activities-my wardrobe brand-photography life-etc etc.
But so far, my blog was just look likes a desperate site LOOOOOOL *the spider hang on the corner of this site,krik krik*. nobody checks my site. It's okay. I don't have any obsession to be popular. just wanna realized my wishes over there *also improve my english otl* . This is my site,huh? Whatev =)

FYI, my brand "girlinsidecamera" was made to satisfied my fashion desire. I sew all of girlinsidecamera dress,pants,etc by my self. Im also design it. It's original by myself work. I'm proud of this one. heheh. I have inspire for design by anything. Place i've to go,heritage,awkward feelin such of those.

Well, maybe after National Exam i'll be more active to share about my fashionspree and make up. These are my passions. Passion is different with Oppotunities. We live MUST by passion and work on it. That's my life opinion.

I'd rather live with my oxygen and my passion than work with "baka face" forever with my precious life. that's a big NO.

 Wish me luck! I'll remeber to keep update. hahaha I hope i can realize my work. I can't wait that time. My design still stucks on my sketchbook waits to sew up!

G nite all.
Have a pretty midnite!

Love, Youran

2012 and Things I Love About Me

EVERYBODY SAYS CHEERS!!
Happy New Year 2012 and welcome to the new year :))
Im sorry for the late reply cause have no time to update

Really really enjoy my holiday!
.............and i forgot about my diet 8D
Bah! Who cares about diet while you were around the great place full with delicious pettisiere,cupcakes,juice,konyaku? *hohoho #slapped

ahh... next week i'll be go back to school. Miss my schoolmates yea, but want to escape from Try Out too.

Resolution for 2011 :
* 2011 was a great year. I've realized all of my plans Alhamdulillah. Thanks to Allah SWT.
* I got so many problems this year that (i hope) will make my self more mature than before
* I've found things i love, my life passions, and what-i-want-to-do-in-the-future this year!
* My money and economic life has a significant surplus :)
* But, my english still bad. I must fight to learn again how-to-english-as-well in 2012. maybe for being good enough. hahaha

Then, I would like to share some chat with my mate about my self, and how to live my passion.
She asked me why I have no insecure about my self, and how i could be so happy living like this.

Well, we have our life , right? That's a general thing. And, the simple act you must do to make your life happier that just LAUGH. Enjoy everything you have, proud to be who you are now, and promise your self to get what you want and never say YOU CAN'T DO THAT BLABLABLA. Your sub-concius mind doesn't accept the words such as : CAN NOT ; DID NOT ; EVERYHTING ABOUT NOT
And that's absolutely true. I admit that.

Then, proud to be you. HA! maybe you called it such as shits of self-ignore. NO! I'm seroius here. If you want to people proud of you and appreciate yourself, it starts from you! How people could be appreciate you if yourself didn't? Everything it's not starts from anyone,your mates, these people shits, but everythin starts over your hand. Be confident that's all.

Insecure? Yes I have got that feeling. How I felt that "im the most ugly around my clan" (my family was Chinesse). Why I have a sunkissed-too black-tan-skin? Why Im the shortest? Why why and why?
I've got the desperate about my style and my body. But, I learnt from that over point one " I must proud i could be like this! so everybody would see me as outstanding-teen". After that, Im a huge interested of fashion and cosplay. Searching what my passion, my hobbies, and dare to realize them!

Yeah,  i forgot who was saids this amazing quote :v --> "I don't do different things. I do the same things but in other ways" what a means word.

About yer problems, dude please realize that don't just you who have (likes) huge problems. Don't you have any idea how many people outside there have their more big problems? Share your problems to people you trust on or your bestie or maybe your parents (sometimes, they know what the best for you) They would be helped. Remember, That's not only you who have a problem :) so keep smiling, because never show up your problem to world, how you so desperate. If you show that you inside the darkness, so the shadow is able to leave you. Don't run. Face them and solve that!

agains, happy New Year! Hope this year will brings much of joy and happiness inside!! \(*A*)/

Thanks for reading!

-Youran