This is already 1 week passed since 20th of February.
What? Complaining? My birthday! \ :D /
Now, I'm already 17 which means I'm legal for having babies *shuuuut up* at this age.
Welp, not. I'm not going to have any babies, for this moment for sure. :p
Happy bday too for Mas Bayu Febianto, Aji Nanda Permana, and Aulia Monova. Beergahayu!
|all pic taken from Google|
|snowdrop - a flower of big hopes|
So, about turning 17.
Heck, I'm feeling so old. Not really, but hey it just 3 years away before my 20. You know, time flies and every inches of particle in this universe moving so fast. I imagine myself still wearing a red-short-skirt and cengangas-cengenges running anywhere.
Now, I'm oficially mature by goverment.
What I can say this year is, I learnt a lot of things.
Last year, I'm still with my (ex) boyfriend. He gave me a large Danbo pillow and celebrated with some Ramen treat :). We were still a great couple back then before we broke up. My hair was still short, my glasses was on its old frame, my body height was 148cm, and any good nor bad memories on my head still tingling in my mind. Everything changed so fantastic even surreal.
This year, I reached 150cm tall. I'm no longer with my (ex)boyfriend. I'm single now with a lot of adventures waiting ahead. I'm on 2nd grade of highschool. And many many opportunities wit to be realized.
On my bday post last year, here I had a lot of wishes that doesn't works well. It's okay. Despite conceal the fail, I found out another way to fulfill my dreams. Maybe these way come not in a good expectation but afterall I got what I should learned :D.
I still can barely remember on 19th February last year I came to Breda's house to celebrate his bday. And the next day he texted me happy bday too. I'm too happy too resist. But this year it seemed that he forgot my bday (which only a day after his) and being the last person whom texted me.
I can remember too the conversation between me and my ex last year a week before my bday.
"How if you give me a persian kitten for me as a bday present?" I asked him on a calm afternoon.
"Allright. How if you're do some searching on website" I nodded.
I found a breeder whom want to sell his persian kitten with tabby color. I fell in love since in the first place. But in the end, I can't got the persian cat because My ex wanted to change his gift. I just can say "well, it's okay actually. Sure, I really want the cat, but if that thing really meant to be mine, it would come to me one day". And voila! this morning, 27 February 2014, a year and a week after my 16 bday my Mom brought a white female persian cat for me. I lost my breathe for a moment when I saw that. My mom told me that her friend gave this cat (her name is Josshi) because her house already full of kitty.
I learn, in the end. Everything what we really want, will comes to our way for sure if we try and pray.
No doubt. My mom finally have a chance to go Umrah this end of the year. She will go for free because the accomodation is paid by her friend. My mom really wanted to left her footprints on Makkah since when I'm on 4th grade of elementary school. And, she got it! :). Pray her the best.
I got a great quote from a movie I watched yesterday. P.S I Love You. The quote said by Billy to Holly in the movie when Holly awkwardly stopped his kisses. I've read the novel but the film gave me a phosporous feeling :')
"You don't need to look for a shoes which fit in your feet. How about barefoot sometimes?" - P.S I Love You
So, I think I don't need to be worried for what I can get this time. A shoes, a bag, or even a boyfriend. That doesn't really matter. I believe everything will comes at the right moment. And I believe too I shall more grateful if things I really wanted comes in the right time. :) If I've ever tried the result is on God's hand. If anything doesn't comes to my way either, it means it's not supposed to be mine or will give a bad effect for me :)
Have a good day!